i'm a FAILURE

I'm so overwhelmed with schoolwork right now. It’s after spring break, and there are papers and tons of tests/exams I still have yet to get done.

This semester, I've been bad. Real bad. I'm so far behind. I haven't read, gone through my notes, or studied for most of my classes. Sure, I've gotten up, gone to the lectures, and taken notes, but after I leave class, I haven't lifted a finger. I'm always in a rush. Again, let me reiterate: I'm so far behind.

I have to drop a class. I'm thinking about it. And I'm dropping the class that I've done the least amount of work in. Damn shame. I'm kicking my self for not being more prepared and aware of the deadlines. Now I'm going to get a little 'W' on my transcript. A permanent mark of my transgressions. But, WTH. Now, if I do drop, then I can devote more time to my other class, and at least try to get a 'B'. If I continue without dropping any classes, then all I could hope for in all classes is a 'C'. That's my rationalization.

I'm stretch too thin. Damn procrastination. Gets me every time.