Anger

I was so angry for most of my life and that anger was concentrated in my early years. I directed my anger at people that stood in my way. It was fierce and blameful. Now that anger had subsided a bit. I'm wondering why? Is it because I’ve just grown out of it? But my condition hasn't improved. I'm still lacking the very thing that I want. Maybe I've disassociated myself from the cause of my anger. I feel like I'm one step closer to that elusive goal.

Which is it? I've spent so many years during the most turbulent time being so angry and depressed about my lot in life. I can't imagine all that angry has gone away so quietly. Maybe it’s turn into hope and contentment.

We shall see.