Nervous

The beginning of the semester is only a few days away, and I'm beginning to feel nervous. Or rather full on panic mode anxiety is creeping its way into my mind.

I have 11 courses left till I'm able to graduate. This breaks down to either 6 courses for Fall/5 for spring or 5 courses now/6 for spring. Dammit. If I only knew this I would not have let it work out this way. I've already tried taking 6 courses last semester and that didn't last a day. I should have taken it then. Now I have harder classes to contend with. Will see how it goes.

I never know how to deal with the beginnings of school. It's a mix of emotions. Plus I have to get up so damn early. I think that's what I'll miss most. The sleep.

Hopes for the next few days: I hope not to freak out too much, and over analyze the details. I need to let go. And once I do, my anxiety might drop a few notches.

Here's to a fast, painless semester.