the waiting game

I'm playing the waiting game with my college applications. I know I should have submitted it earlier. But, again, you know how I am. It sucks. I want it to happen so badly. Right now, I don't even how what's going to happen in my academic career. Next semester, I don't know where I'm going to go to college. My parents are counting on me. I should have been more prepared. I should have. Dammit. Keeping my fingers crossed that it goes through, but I can't waste anymore time hoping and waiting.