2-Year Blog Anniversary

In December, I celebrate my 2-year blog anniversary. Not much to say other than it's fun to see my blog growth these past two years. You can easily see this in the different design choices I've made.

Writing and content wise, I think I was more enthusiastic early on. Now it's an either hit or miss. I struggle to sometimes write something meaningful to me.

I've let go of that "I want my blog to be famous" youthful vigor that I craved when I started out. Internet/blog celebrity-dom enticed me so. But now that I want to explore my inner psyche more, I've become fearful of anyone figuring out who I am even though I hardly write any incriminating details about myself. It’s hard to want to write about my life when I don't want to reveal anything. That’s the problem I have to deal with.

I'm grateful for this blog. It helps me work through my idiosyncratic fears and worries. The fear of people and the world, mostly. The world's just too big for a scared little girl like me.