I hate

I hate my life. I hate being screwed over. I hate caring so much. I hate not being able to stand up for myself. I hate having no voice. I hate rude, obnoxious, and selfish people with a vengeance. I hate being alone. I hate suffering alone. I hate that the only peace and happiness I find are in my dreams. I hate having to cry my eyes out over disappointment. I hate self-loathing. I hate rejection. I hate having to pretend that I love this life and that I want it to go somewhere.