I don't know what to say

I'm looking forward to the semester ending, but I can't face 3 months without some type of structure even if it means pulling my hair out over stupid assignments. I just can't.

I'm looking forward to Thailand. BUT I can't face the fact that I'm not going alone. 2 months in a confined space with the person that fills my gut with hatred--it's something I'm going to have to get over or it'll destroy me. I doubt anyone will see it my way. People are too shallow. Oh well.