Love me, Internet

I hate that whenever I'm unhappy I always buy something on the Internet to make me feel better. Is this really my life?

Amazon and Ebay are my best friends now. I have a long wish list and whenever I'm pissed, I always search through it for things I want to buy. By spending money, I'm getting rid of all that self-hate and guilt. Too bad it only works for a while, then I get buyers guilt and hate myself for spending money. Oh, the cycle!

I don't want the Internet to be the one place where I can find solace, but a lot of times it feels like it. If the Internet were to vanish tomorrow, I'd curl up and die.

Don't worry, I'll cheer up in a bit and regret that I've posted such a revealing post that makes me look weak. It's the way my life rolls.